whoremones

Hormones are a terrible thing. especially those of the contraceptive kind. they make me feel crazy. but then again i suppose kids make me feel just as if not crazier than the hormones. Anywho, today started off pretty shitty (migraine, back to work after a 4 day weekend, too many emails, too many voicemails, too many "so how was your weekend" b.s. convos). I even had a test I didn't know about but i think I managed to pass. 

I am so glad we got this new awesome cable because now I can pause top chef and go pee w/o having to wait for commercials. 

This post is kind of like brain diarrhea so bare with me. My grammar is shit and so are my typing skills. 

I haven't posted much in a while but then again not much has happened. School, work, love, friends, family pretty much have been consistently good. My dad did get pretty sick last week and he scared the crappers our of every one but he seems to be ok. Sober J came to visit, him and Kim bought their first home, and I am very proud of them. I went to S.D. and hung out with Martha which was good for me because she is a very genuine person, not fake, very kind, and funny as heck. I miss having her around. I also took my bike into the shop and got it all ready for the summer! It rides like a gentle pony i love it. I have been riding it around more lately and I even rode it to my Dr.'s appt. yesterday. I added a basket to it so that I can run light errands with it. Gas is way ridiculous, and I can totally use the exercise. I also got my passport, and took my car in to get lubed and the dude there totally hooked my ass up with a free ac service and a new cd player. My car is only 1.5 years old but the cd player has a cd stuck in it and I told him about it and he got me a new cd player. awesome. I love VW. I can't wait till the diesel VW comes out!! ok so maybe that only deserved one exclamation mark.

ok gotta go get my pj's it's top chef time. 

don't trip.

so it looks like we aren't going anywhere this summer and i have come to grips with that. i decided that now is the time to save. the goal is for us to be out of tiny haus and into a new place that we can own by this time next year. the real estate market will continue to go to shit at least until January and by April things should still be pretty low.
i already have some cash in savings and my debt is pretty low. i may have to ask my parents for a loan so that i can start csun in the spring but my job will reimburse me for tuition so then i can pay them back.
lately i've been stuck in a rut. so i gathered my thoughts, and prioritized things and vacation was like 5th on the list (health, relationship, family & friends, saving, vacation). as long as i get a few days to enjoy away from work with Jesse we'll be fine. today i took a mental health day away from work. meaning i took a day off because i am fucken tired. i have a math test today and i'm looking forward to passing it. i'm actually going to pass this math class. 1 more class and that's it!